Monday, July 11, 2005
i m motivated
i m motivated.. yesh i m... e camp is good... although for e 1st n half day i felt lousy but at sat afternoon(after crying session) i feel tat it is abt time...
yesh time to buck up n prepare for Os liao....
i will try my very best not to go to any autos liao... i m determined.... n i will study real hard to prove to myself n everyone...
ok talk abt e camp....
day 1(8/7/05)
ernest wong is sickening..... nv taught wat i wan n keep misunderstand us... n we 4c r treated like shit... wat is e meaning of letting us 4c to ake e chairs frm e hall n up to e ava while 4a n 4b sit comfortably inside enjoying air-con???? n ken treated us a bit like wat 4a did??? treating us like shit??? n only our class were splitted up into 2...
n we learned spider-grams n memorized some words... tat "markers" damn act shuai.... i hate him.. he is not shuai at all
oh ya i forgot.. we r e shit... shitanology.... understand???
n ernest is erm... boring... ken is better... n we had lots of things to do...
okies e rest i totally forgot....
day 2(9/07/05) :
crying session.. feeling damn fucked up in e morning cos tat ernest called me to keep my hp... i was smsing my sis BUT I M LISTENING TO HIM.. but i forgot wat he said....
den afternoon is tat crying session... stupid ernest.... keep telling those kind of sad stories.... den he threw glass
it kinda of moved me but i did not cried.. chu peng n xin rong cried til ver cham..... dun be sad.... i hav tears in my eyes but it did not fall ....
den he told us e story of his cancer student who died e next day after attending his lesson.... i cried.. cos i hate stories of cancer patients cos my grandma died of tat...n still got something else la i tink...
my tears fell one by one.... den he ask us to bend down n close our eyes n keep saying of how ungrateful we r.... den he sae wat a lot is abt family de...
when he sae something abt grandparents... i hated tat.. i jus broke down cos he sae wat abt ur grandma... where is she now? when is e last time she was sick n u took care of her? others i cant rmb cos i was crying....
hated it... memories started to flow back... frm photos, wat she did, how i treated her... a lot a lot flowed back.... n of course when she was in sgh.... i rmb how i feed her rice on e 1st day she was in... my sis called back n sae gm had last stage cancer how i find clumps of hair on her pillow.....
a lot n a lot n how she feeded me chicken wings when i was smalll n e time e nurse called to ask us to rush down...
rgh enuff... jus a lot.... den ken shoved us a mirror n ask us who is e most important person in ur life u c? is me.... wat had u done for her? aar.... my face was damn ugly.... tears flowed back to e fore head.... blah..
okies den at night we learned speed reading n ken keep saying: push urself push urself!! harder!!!
haha so cute.. n tat care bear thing.. come ask me... i perform give u c....
day3(10/7/05):
closing cermony... touching n ernest act for parents was NICE!!! esp tat ah seng one... ver funny.... ask me i give u c e whole thing.. den we shaked hands wif phor n ek n tai....
i hugged ken.... his hug was like a got temperature de teddy bear... his chest muscles was hard de n bigge den mine... wow! n he ls for 4 daes liao....
den sing song.. touching ar n i started e wave hand thing!!
okies for details ask me...
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