Tuesday, October 11, 2005
lalala
I M TIRED... changing blogskin at weekends. really tis time....
i super duber tired of my life.. y my hard work turns out to be nothing?
okies 19 days left to Os.... i hav to work hard n bio prac is coming... i need to put some super glue on my ass n start studying..
n to friends who complained tat i always dun go out cos of e below 10 reasons
1) no $
2) no mood
3) tired
4) i wanna slp
5) sick of myself dun wish to scare pple outside
6) really wan to study(rare cases)
7) going out wif ma
8) lazy
9) tat one
10) grounded by mum
according to yf 56 is in town.... jia you hor 56... they muz be slping ver little.. my ah fu had to take care of himself...
n xiang bdae is coming.... happy early bdae... ah ma luvs u.... tml not going wif u to eat sushi cos i m on a secret mission... muahahahahaha.. nthh la i m juz being lame....
my mum is ver forgetful til e extent tat it is getting on my nerves.. my sisters treat me as maid, pls get tis get tat for me. no way.. god give u hands n legs so get it urself. no one listen to me be it at home or outside.sometimes i feel i shld jus die. shld i? yes.. i shld die... feel tat i shld not belong to tis world at all. after all i m jus an "accident". hiaz.. moody.... sianz.. nid an angel or prince to save me frm tis world of darkness n give me sunshine... i m tired of trying to act happy on e outside but actually i m ver "low" n sadded inside.. when can i take off tis mask? hopefully fast. i m sick of it. i m not being e real me... argh.. i tink i m tinking too much. but tis idiot tots r still dere no matter how hard i try... argh chop off my head n empty all e bad things den "install" e intellgience n good things in.... i wan watch a ver super sad movie so i can cry til i song. as u all noe i dun tear easily... nid a medium to cry out. maybe i will feel better after crying but tears jus dun come out... =(
p.s: my hair is getting so sucky.. i feel like shaving it off... if after Os u c me wearing a hat always, it means tat i shaved off my hair... n sw sae i look like cancer patient. maybe i m 1. afterall my family got history of cancers. i m not surprised if i get it. it is jus a matter of time...n i seriously nid to go yun nam for hair treatments. sponsors pls??? =(
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