Wednesday, December 21, 2005
so fast 2 yrs liao
so fast... 2 yrs hav passed since my grandma passed away on 2/12/2003 at 23.38. although her death annverisary was last last sat(10/12/05) but still worth mentioning.
thurs is dong zhi, a "festival" i haven been celebrating for 2 yrs. =( u all maybe wondering y cant celebrate cos traditions is tat we e tan famly(except daughters) cant give offerings to e gods on big festivals cos we still considered mourning over her death. actually it is more tham 2 yrs tat i haven celebrated it. cos my not close to me de granddad passed away when i m in sec 1 so tat is 4 yrs since celebrating it. n e festivals include e dumpling festival all those.
i really miss e times wif my grandma. i miss getting up early n bright jus to join my grandma in making tang yuan. she will often chide me when i make those funny shaped tang yuans but still i will make it she oso have nth to sae but sae tat i hav to finish all those funny shaped de tang yuans. quote: ai eeee.... small pig ar! do these strange looking tany yuans for wat? u better eat all of it later!! (translate to hokkien or chinese)
oso e times when she taught me how to wrap e dumplings n tie it. n how she used to fetch me home when i was in lower primary. how she gave me $ cos she scared i have no enuff to use. e look she had when she saw tat i have good results. e beaming face tat i will nv forget.
n e times she told me bedtime stories n all e naughty stories of my uncles when they were young, wat her friends did, wat gugu did...
n oso how my dad got his nickname, my smallest uncle de love story, how my granddad have an aafair outside how my aunts make her angry.
n of course e way i treated her. i was so bad to her. i tink i will go to hell cos of e ways i treated her: like ignoring her when she called me, refuse to go to e hospital jus becos i m too tired.
=(( i m crying as i wrote tis so all jus let me vent my emotions out... holding it back is no good.
n of course e cny time where we asked her for hong baos all dese... n wat she did when at uncle hse wat auntie did... n how she cared for cartoon when she was small n she slept wif me n GM when she was jus a tiny dot... n i miss her snoring when i slp wif her at night... n her zhao pai pose when taking photos....
argh... i miss her terribly!!!
y pple duno how to treasure things when they r wif u but only come to treasure it when they lost it?? ='''''''(
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